Life is real life


Most of the time, the story is begun when the sun both go to rise and go to set in which my eyes is completely mesmerized  by their magnificent shine. It is such a magical that is able to absorb my mind into the deep. In addition , in my faith both of moments are the best time to pray for what i am believing and further to dispatch my feeling to other that i love.

I do not know how to explain my feeling while taking photograph above, whether or not there is no words able to describe it. To make it become simple, it is illustrating everything representing of mine.

Moreover, I am really happy by having this scenery when i was walking around yesterday to the dorm belong to friend of mine. While waiting never be boring, enjoying atmosphere that surround you instead of reading timeline over and over again. I consider that to be addict on it for a long time is the worst thing even it is really difficult to quit, wisely.

One simple thing that suddenly i got last day regarding how the life going should be. Basicly life is both inside and outside, both of while which is in your heart and others heart. Life is real, real is main life while maya is the outsider.

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No day without laugh

The flock of mental disorder except the man behind the camera

These guys in the frame are human being with mental disorder illness in which bring me a lot of laugh in every second of mine. Notwithstanding it ought to be little bit ashamed to admit that they are friend of mine who came from different background, culture as well. I guess they would be mad to read this one, since i have no idea to describe all of you even no intention to drive you crazy. By the way, this pict shows us have the same will in how to spend our leisure time, enjoying the nature instead of the mall.

The story was begun when we had no class a week ago, then someone among of us ignited an idea to go somewhere and another one said he had a villa in Pangalengan, that’s it. Here we went without any plan, arranged carefully because we realised by making perfect plan means increasing the level of disappointment when the perfect plan is fail even evaporate to the air. Moreover we popularized a phrase, jangan kaya orang susah, when someone of us was asking which one of fish that should we buy whether gurame or kakap, gurame more expensive than kakap, since there is someone who not be able to eat either chicken or meat. From that time on, every question comparing two thing will be answered, jangan kaya orang susah.

The sun went down followed the moon replacing as ruler of the sky. In that time a million of stars came out surrounding the moon that might come from thousand million years ago only for us, perhaps lol. It extremely true that travelling will  show us what the closeness is, the night is  the good time to reveal everything, as well as dinner session is bad time to launch in the name of joke. All of three had filled empty space among of us on the sidelines our busy days. Moment is moment, It would not be replaced eventhough repeating either in the same people or same place.

Scandal Chapter I
Scandal Chapter II

Both of pict remind me travalling not only cause closeness each other but also draw a rainbow between of two person, namely scandal. Scandal could be happened because of two factors, temperature and catalyst. Firstly, by increasing the temperature means the number of interaction each particle of closeness even seed of love would be inclining. Secondly, catalyst could decline activation energy in while someone reveal their secret to other means he/she turns the others become catalyst that are ready to realise his/her dream. I consider i am  gonna crazy when try to write this paragraph due to pretty tight schedule and a bunch of assignment.

At last this writting dedicate to our friend Imam, the funniest man in our flock, who told us he gonna crazy because we laugh all the time in every single word he say due to the way of his speech. However he is kind man and also “rusak man” at the same time. He have plan to go to Kediri in the following week to struggle what he have been starting. Mam personally i am gonna say, “Noone  in this world know what’s happened behind the scene whether the path full of trash or muddle, keep positive mental attitude my brother. We are waiting for you in the next semester, so no need to say goodbye!

Hello my doubt


Hi September

It was eleven days already in this lovely month they said when the sky tend to be shy whether let the rain down  to get me wet or keep it up till the right time. The sky have already read something that been hidden deep-down of my heart by drawing it through the cloud and the rain, a dim doubt. A thing that i have tried  to cover since a few month ago appear afterwards, this night blowing mind then. it will be able to kill you when the cold wind suddenly approach if do not realise a thing called greateful, it might be a way that have to be stepped firstly to open another door and new path as well, hopefully.

Albeit,  clearly this eleven days also take me back that i have been spending my time with high hope in an good environment even surrounded by a bunch of nice people. They are not only a  flock of nice people but also group people come from around of Motherland that i believe full of my heart will bring me out somewhere that i could not predict with an easy justification, seeing is beliving.

Tik tak tik, the time already shows 1.53 am in which i have to hit the hatch as soon as possible since i have no intention to skip morning class. Wish this september be one of the best september of mine.